Well i've been thinking that this life sometimes not fair to me. I dont know why i had a bad thought lately. Im so stressed and feel dont want to meet everyone. This happen for a quite long time i guess. Im not sure. But when i wrote this and luah semua kat sini still im not feel satisfied. Yes i need to meet counselor to solve my problem. People around me also affected what i've been through. Im so sorry i cant tolerate with myself anymore. And it kills me sometimes i wanna tell i wanna story but im not strong enough. i just dont know why.
Girl, you deserve to be happy okay dear! Come on. But yeah sometimes not all the problems can be solved and maybe it take time to heal. And not all the problems can be solved immediately. Not all the problems can be told. Ohmannn why im so complicated?!
I hope i can find back myself my old me. I really miss my old me. :')
